Assalamualaikum wbt
SubhanAllah, alhamdulillah, Allahuakhbar!
Being humane.
A simple phrase yet my mind searches for words to describe situations that had to be faced day to day. SubhanAllah.
An elderly women in her 80-s was brought in the hospital as she developed weakness of the left side of her body. She seemed like screaming for words; but she couldn't uttered a word. She nods her head in approval or whenver she acknowledges anything. Relatives by her side were stunned but understood that thir loved one on the bed 'kene angin'.
Her brain was scanned-findings were towards multiple infarct (death of cells in brain due to lack of oxygen). Something common we see everyday. Her condition deteriorated day-to day.
Her family refused for any invasive treatment or procedures.
Being humane.
A simple phrase again. Yet something we find difficult to do in time of stake.
A doctor speaks, "Kalau tak nak ape2, buatpe masuk spital? Balik je la." Family members were stunned. I was stunned too.
My mind keeps mesmerizing upon my late father. A healthy man; suddenly collapsed in the emergency department. Doctor struggled to save his life; but had forgotten or say; not bothered to keep umi updated regarding his condition. She waited outside the ED (emergency department) in despair, fighting in tears and prayed endlessly.
Alast, my late father was intubated (connected to the oxygen machine) to keep him breathing. He was sedated and appeared calm. We nearly failed to recognize him, he looked so different. I had encountered so many patients intubated; struggling with multiple iv lines, with tubes and so on; but i ccould not believe im seeing my dear father in front of me.
His hands were perishingly cold. i watched him gasping and infused with tripple inotropes (to keep his Blood Pressure stable). I watched him returned to Allah peacefully and calm.
I face similar situations everyday in the hospital. SubhanAllah. May Allah gives me strength to face such difficult situations. Death is so near, and yet we can be so laid back with the worldly; which almost blind us all.
Being humane.
We are humans; after all!
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Saturday, December 31, 2011
Saturday, December 11, 2010
Simply THRILLING!!
SALAM TO ALL
SUBHANALLAH, ALHAMDULILLAH, ALLAHUAKHBAR!
Oncalls can be regarded as learning experiences for all of us. We work till we appear worn out; with almost no meals of the day and........sleepless night. Some HOs have really cool nights; with very little amount of admissions and have gooood sleeps.As for me, apparently almost all of my oncalls are eventful; plg tak pun BP drops. Soo Jonah. What can i say; they are worth while experiences and insyaAllah helps me to become a better and well equipped doctor.
My latest on call was a thrilling one. TRULY!! Can only lie on the bed at 6am of the next day. sooo jonah! A pt just came out of OT: had plating of tibia done on him. A 60+year old man, suddenly became unresponsive. BP drops to almost 50/30mmHg. Pupils unequal. A very bad sign!! he was so pale and finding another line was almost impossible. I apologized ti him many times as i had to take blood from his femoral artery. He withdrawn to pain. In view of dropping GCS, we referred him to anest. he was intubated in the ward and sent off to ICU.
In the midst of collapsed pt; there were flooding of lodger cases and admissions. We were out of hands and almost collapsed ourselves. Subhanallah. We suppported each other to move on and be strong as we were worn out ourselves. me, being hypoglycemic rather easily; was nauseating all th way. We didn't have meals of the day; but who are we to complain? This is our work and career and sumtimes we simply have no time to have meals properly :)
As we worked non stop till thnext day; we were called from ICU. The previously intubated pt was bleeding from operative site till soaked the bedsheets! We ran up to ICU and i almost fainted at the sight of splashing blood. Ya Allah...he was bleeding from coagulopathy!!! We reapplied compression bandage to him and his coagulatio profile was corrected with FFPs.
I smiled at my parrtner; who was apparently pregnant at 25 wks. Despite the reckless night; she could still spread that smile on her face and we kept going. I smiled at my MO and she told me that it was the worst on call in history with pts being unstable and flooding cases.
SUBHANALLAH, ALHAMDULILLAH, ALLAHUAKHBAR!
Oncalls can be regarded as learning experiences for all of us. We work till we appear worn out; with almost no meals of the day and........sleepless night. Some HOs have really cool nights; with very little amount of admissions and have gooood sleeps.As for me, apparently almost all of my oncalls are eventful; plg tak pun BP drops. Soo Jonah. What can i say; they are worth while experiences and insyaAllah helps me to become a better and well equipped doctor.
My latest on call was a thrilling one. TRULY!! Can only lie on the bed at 6am of the next day. sooo jonah! A pt just came out of OT: had plating of tibia done on him. A 60+year old man, suddenly became unresponsive. BP drops to almost 50/30mmHg. Pupils unequal. A very bad sign!! he was so pale and finding another line was almost impossible. I apologized ti him many times as i had to take blood from his femoral artery. He withdrawn to pain. In view of dropping GCS, we referred him to anest. he was intubated in the ward and sent off to ICU.
In the midst of collapsed pt; there were flooding of lodger cases and admissions. We were out of hands and almost collapsed ourselves. Subhanallah. We suppported each other to move on and be strong as we were worn out ourselves. me, being hypoglycemic rather easily; was nauseating all th way. We didn't have meals of the day; but who are we to complain? This is our work and career and sumtimes we simply have no time to have meals properly :)
As we worked non stop till thnext day; we were called from ICU. The previously intubated pt was bleeding from operative site till soaked the bedsheets! We ran up to ICU and i almost fainted at the sight of splashing blood. Ya Allah...he was bleeding from coagulopathy!!! We reapplied compression bandage to him and his coagulatio profile was corrected with FFPs.
I smiled at my parrtner; who was apparently pregnant at 25 wks. Despite the reckless night; she could still spread that smile on her face and we kept going. I smiled at my MO and she told me that it was the worst on call in history with pts being unstable and flooding cases.
On the nxt morning; we had to continue working despite almost zero adrenaline in our body. I smiled at the sight f my labcoat (how dirty it was) and thinking that it's time for a new labcoat! haha. My tongue was so dry and my mind was exhausted but alhamdulillah llah gave me strength to move on and appreciate the life granted by HIM.
I started my day with bismillah and there you go........doing my rounds in the morning as usual!
Thursday, November 11, 2010
Adrenaline Rush!!
Salam to all
Post call is the most relieving period in my career. For me! HEHE.
Adrenaline rush in my veins. Cases of admissions, referrals and lodgers kepp coming. Handphone never stops ringind from almost all wards. Subhanallah..so hectic. But who am i to complain? This is my career, my responsibility and most importantly im doing it for the sake of Allah :)
The most devastating case yesterday was fracure of the femoral bone (tulang paha). This case was referrred from Hosp Setiu. A 3-year old boy could not ambulate and cry upon touching of his right thigh. His right thigh appears deformed and swollen. What do you expect? a fracture....Apparently his brother was influenced by the 'smackdown' usually performed by those fighters in televsison. Apa lagi..dia lompat atas kaki adiknya..at the end..patah kaki adiknya...aduhai...apa nak jadi dengan budak2 skrg ni :(
he was put on skin traction. planned for locking plate of the femur. His femoral bone was fractured and badly displaced..
Lodger cases keep coming in and the last case was up to 4.30am. We called it a day and slept a wnk. haha
It was truly an adrenaline rush experience!! Many cases came in at the same time with us junggling between them..of course priority is priority!
Smile!!!!!
Post call is the most relieving period in my career. For me! HEHE.
Adrenaline rush in my veins. Cases of admissions, referrals and lodgers kepp coming. Handphone never stops ringind from almost all wards. Subhanallah..so hectic. But who am i to complain? This is my career, my responsibility and most importantly im doing it for the sake of Allah :)
The most devastating case yesterday was fracure of the femoral bone (tulang paha). This case was referrred from Hosp Setiu. A 3-year old boy could not ambulate and cry upon touching of his right thigh. His right thigh appears deformed and swollen. What do you expect? a fracture....Apparently his brother was influenced by the 'smackdown' usually performed by those fighters in televsison. Apa lagi..dia lompat atas kaki adiknya..at the end..patah kaki adiknya...aduhai...apa nak jadi dengan budak2 skrg ni :(
he was put on skin traction. planned for locking plate of the femur. His femoral bone was fractured and badly displaced..
Lodger cases keep coming in and the last case was up to 4.30am. We called it a day and slept a wnk. haha
It was truly an adrenaline rush experience!! Many cases came in at the same time with us junggling between them..of course priority is priority!
Smile!!!!!
Monday, November 1, 2010
Macam-macam....
Salam to all
SubhanAllah, alhamdulillah, Allahuakhbar!
Approaching 2 months of Orthopedic posting. 2 more months to go, insyaAllah! The first month was pretty blurry for me with lots of things to adjust with. Having patients postponed their operations in regards to late JKSP approval (pinjaman untuk bayaran pembedahan) is quite depressing. Kesian pada patients; stressed out as they have to bear longer hospital stay just because they are in tractions and delayed operations.
Orthopedic on calls are quite challenging and makes your heart pound like mad. (hehe kidding). Why?? Mostly are trauma patients of course...These are some of simple cases i see in the wards during on calls...
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A 4 year old girl screamed and cried non stop..Why? She lost the pulp of her index finger. Plus her finger nail :( She thought the running washing machine was merely part of her playground and had her finger stucked in the washing maschine. Her mum managed to pull her hand instantly, but this is the result. The best treatment:? Refashioning of her finger. Or say..MEBO dressing (insyaAllah berkesan juga)
Case 2
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A 26 year old man accidentally slipped his finger while carrying heavy loads of concrite. As a result. he alleged nearly amputated finger. (jari hampir terputus). X ray revealed crushed # of distal phalanx right index finger. Treatment? wound debridement +K wire...
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SubhanAllah, alhamdulillah, Allahuakhbar!
Approaching 2 months of Orthopedic posting. 2 more months to go, insyaAllah! The first month was pretty blurry for me with lots of things to adjust with. Having patients postponed their operations in regards to late JKSP approval (pinjaman untuk bayaran pembedahan) is quite depressing. Kesian pada patients; stressed out as they have to bear longer hospital stay just because they are in tractions and delayed operations.
Orthopedic on calls are quite challenging and makes your heart pound like mad. (hehe kidding). Why?? Mostly are trauma patients of course...These are some of simple cases i see in the wards during on calls...
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A 4 year old girl screamed and cried non stop..Why? She lost the pulp of her index finger. Plus her finger nail :( She thought the running washing machine was merely part of her playground and had her finger stucked in the washing maschine. Her mum managed to pull her hand instantly, but this is the result. The best treatment:? Refashioning of her finger. Or say..MEBO dressing (insyaAllah berkesan juga)
Case 2
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A 26 year old man accidentally slipped his finger while carrying heavy loads of concrite. As a result. he alleged nearly amputated finger. (jari hampir terputus). X ray revealed crushed # of distal phalanx right index finger. Treatment? wound debridement +K wire...
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This man was referred from Hosp Dungun for nearly amputated rt ring finger. Tapi, his finger was no longer viable. Refashioning was carried out under LA in the ward. He kept that finger (souveniere!!) Scary!!
Macam-macam....but the challenge was a blast!!!! Tiba-tiba minta ortho???
ps: 3 more months of waiting!! :) insyaallah
Saturday, October 23, 2010
Perbaharui Niat
Salam to all
SubhanAllah, alhamdulillah, allahuakhbar!
Tersenyum membaca tulisan Ustaz Zul Ramli dalam bukunya U-Turn ke jalan Lurus iaitu: Setiap butir pasir mempunyai hikmah tersirat. SUBHANALLAH...
Setiap perkara dalam hidup ini indah susunannya. Alhamdulillah ada mesej yang masih melekat d minda selapsa ceramah dalam kem selama 3 hari ini. PERBAHARUI NIAT..sebaiknya setiap hari!
Berapa orang di antara kita yang berniat setiap hari ; untuk bekerja niatkan kerana Allah sebelum ke tempat kerja?
Mari sama-sama fikirkan. Bagi mereka yang makan gaji; adakah kita bekerja dengan penuh keikhlasan dan bersungguh-sungguh? Cuba kita sama-saam fikir sejenak; adakah gaji yang kita peroleh benar-benar dari usaha kita atau adakah kita makan gaji buta? nauzubillah..
Mari niatkan semua perkara positif kerana Allah, moga kita dapat sama-sama merasai keberkatannya. Jika hendak ke tempat kerja pun berasa gembira dan semangat! insyaAllah!
SubhanAllah, alhamdulillah, allahuakhbar!
Tersenyum membaca tulisan Ustaz Zul Ramli dalam bukunya U-Turn ke jalan Lurus iaitu: Setiap butir pasir mempunyai hikmah tersirat. SUBHANALLAH...
Setiap perkara dalam hidup ini indah susunannya. Alhamdulillah ada mesej yang masih melekat d minda selapsa ceramah dalam kem selama 3 hari ini. PERBAHARUI NIAT..sebaiknya setiap hari!
Berapa orang di antara kita yang berniat setiap hari ; untuk bekerja niatkan kerana Allah sebelum ke tempat kerja?
Mari sama-sama fikirkan. Bagi mereka yang makan gaji; adakah kita bekerja dengan penuh keikhlasan dan bersungguh-sungguh? Cuba kita sama-saam fikir sejenak; adakah gaji yang kita peroleh benar-benar dari usaha kita atau adakah kita makan gaji buta? nauzubillah..
Mari niatkan semua perkara positif kerana Allah, moga kita dapat sama-sama merasai keberkatannya. Jika hendak ke tempat kerja pun berasa gembira dan semangat! insyaAllah!
Mari bermujahadah melawan sifat-sifat mazmumah dari diri kita. Memang sukar, kan? Buangkan sikap malas, pemarah, tidak sabar, kasar....dari diri kita. Mari persiapkan diri menghadapNya pada hari Akhirat kelak..insyaallah!
JOM PERBAHARUI NIAT SETIAP HARI dan BERSEMANGAT SOKMO!!
Monday, October 11, 2010
Something NEW
Salam to all
SubhanAllah, alhamdulillah kulli hal, allahukahbar!
On calls in orthopedic are way challenging; if i am to compare to my previous posting. We almost have sleepless nights but subhanAllah on calls are fun. It is the only time we really get cool opportunities.
Inserting branulas are a norm for HO s. I know it is far more painful than getting your blood sucked out your veins (normal blood taking).
Ward 2CD..memang cool sangat!
Little did i realize how painful it was until i experience hydrocortisone infused through my veins. masyaAllah the pain was quite unbearable in the beginning but alhamdulillah i am used to it, hhuhu. Best gak working in the ward; when staff nurses are your buddies; insyaAllah everything will be fine :) the urticarial reaction had been quite often and disturbing; that i have daily doses of hydrocortisone :)
Example of branula (jarum untuk masuk drip(air)/ubat etc)
However, if you opt for drug infusion; you can simply use butterfly branula for infusion; pahtu cabut. senang cerita, tak perlu simpan branula di tangan. I understand that muslem patients mostly request for branula insertion after isya' prayer (lagi comforting) especially if they are about to go for operation on the next morning.
Experiencing drug infusion on yourself..hmm something NEW :)
SubhanAllah, alhamdulillah kulli hal, allahukahbar!
On calls in orthopedic are way challenging; if i am to compare to my previous posting. We almost have sleepless nights but subhanAllah on calls are fun. It is the only time we really get cool opportunities.
Inserting branulas are a norm for HO s. I know it is far more painful than getting your blood sucked out your veins (normal blood taking).
Ward 2CD..memang cool sangat!
Little did i realize how painful it was until i experience hydrocortisone infused through my veins. masyaAllah the pain was quite unbearable in the beginning but alhamdulillah i am used to it, hhuhu. Best gak working in the ward; when staff nurses are your buddies; insyaAllah everything will be fine :) the urticarial reaction had been quite often and disturbing; that i have daily doses of hydrocortisone :)
Example of branula (jarum untuk masuk drip(air)/ubat etc)
However, if you opt for drug infusion; you can simply use butterfly branula for infusion; pahtu cabut. senang cerita, tak perlu simpan branula di tangan. I understand that muslem patients mostly request for branula insertion after isya' prayer (lagi comforting) especially if they are about to go for operation on the next morning.
Experiencing drug infusion on yourself..hmm something NEW :)
Wednesday, July 14, 2010
How Unpredictable Life Is.....
Salam to all
Subhanallah, alhamdulillah, Allahuakhbar!
"Ada orang nak cakap...dari A&E." seorang staff nurse menyerahkan gagang cordless phone ward kepada saya.
"Ingat tak XY, alleged fall dari height tu?" seorang HO A&E bertanya. Teringat pada suatu subuh; saya bagging patient ini sementara menunggu panggilan dari ICU. Dia restless; dalam kesakitan yang Allah sahaja yang tahu; menendang kerana sakit yang tak tertahan. Satu wad kalut dengan pesakit ini; meraung. Dia terjatuh dari bangunan construction site dan dalam keadaan yang amat teruk. Head injury; poly fracture yang tak terkira. Ramai membayangkan bahwa dia tiada harapan lagi. Namun Allah Maha Besar; Maha Berkuasa.
"Dia di ICU 2 sekarang..." balas saya.
Sekembali dari kursus buat pegawai perubatan; saya kembali ke wad.
"MasyaAllah..." saya tergamam.
Dia di wad semula. T/O dari ICU selepas 2 hari. Kelihatan selesa dan masyaAllah....alhamdulillah.
Saya flashback kembali kejadian semasa saya oncall. Bagging dia sambil dia meronta dengan secretions yang banyak. Saya tergamam. Namun...buat apa nak terkejut? Bukankah Allah Maha Berkuasa? Allah memberikan dia peluang untuk bernafas lagi di dunia ini biarpun mengalami kecederaan yang amat teruk.
MasyaAllah. How unpredictable life is. Appreciate everything and everyone around you before those moments are gone forever. Live life to the fullest and give your best shot. Allah is ALWAYS with us :)
ps: counting days to go home!! :)
Subhanallah, alhamdulillah, Allahuakhbar!
"Ada orang nak cakap...dari A&E." seorang staff nurse menyerahkan gagang cordless phone ward kepada saya.
"Ingat tak XY, alleged fall dari height tu?" seorang HO A&E bertanya. Teringat pada suatu subuh; saya bagging patient ini sementara menunggu panggilan dari ICU. Dia restless; dalam kesakitan yang Allah sahaja yang tahu; menendang kerana sakit yang tak tertahan. Satu wad kalut dengan pesakit ini; meraung. Dia terjatuh dari bangunan construction site dan dalam keadaan yang amat teruk. Head injury; poly fracture yang tak terkira. Ramai membayangkan bahwa dia tiada harapan lagi. Namun Allah Maha Besar; Maha Berkuasa.
"Dia di ICU 2 sekarang..." balas saya.
Sekembali dari kursus buat pegawai perubatan; saya kembali ke wad.
"MasyaAllah..." saya tergamam.
Dia di wad semula. T/O dari ICU selepas 2 hari. Kelihatan selesa dan masyaAllah....alhamdulillah.
Saya flashback kembali kejadian semasa saya oncall. Bagging dia sambil dia meronta dengan secretions yang banyak. Saya tergamam. Namun...buat apa nak terkejut? Bukankah Allah Maha Berkuasa? Allah memberikan dia peluang untuk bernafas lagi di dunia ini biarpun mengalami kecederaan yang amat teruk.
MasyaAllah. How unpredictable life is. Appreciate everything and everyone around you before those moments are gone forever. Live life to the fullest and give your best shot. Allah is ALWAYS with us :)
ps: counting days to go home!! :)
Thursday, July 8, 2010
We CAN buy time!
Salam to all
SubhanAllah, alhamdulillah, Allahuakhbar!
ALHAMDULILLAH!
Thank you Allah. If not for this career; i may not experience and realize a lot of things which are new to me. I begin to appreciate life that Allah grants me; as well as reflect on myself based on a lot of experiences.
I admire my specialist. She's not a Muslem but i can read her mind. MasyaAllah; she is a very nice person and understanding as well. May Allah opens her heart towards the beauty of Islam, amin!
An indonesian gentleman; alleged fall from 6 floof heigt sustained severe head injury and multiple fractures. It was fajr; i was bagging him for say almost an hour while waiting ICU call. He was quite restless and i bagged while reflecting to myself. masyaAllah..Allah gives me a chance to live; but sometimes i forget Him. ...but He NEVER forgets me. The beloved never forgets all of us.
Sometimes i miss my Quran recitation; and at times i blame it to time constrains and work. astaghfirullah. Little did i realize that we can buy time if we sacrifice. I should at least sacrifice some of my sleeping period by reciting the Quran; or the non obligatory prayers.
Workloads are not excuses! (an important reminder to myself!)
SubhanAllah, alhamdulillah, Allahuakhbar!
ALHAMDULILLAH!
Thank you Allah. If not for this career; i may not experience and realize a lot of things which are new to me. I begin to appreciate life that Allah grants me; as well as reflect on myself based on a lot of experiences.
I admire my specialist. She's not a Muslem but i can read her mind. MasyaAllah; she is a very nice person and understanding as well. May Allah opens her heart towards the beauty of Islam, amin!
An indonesian gentleman; alleged fall from 6 floof heigt sustained severe head injury and multiple fractures. It was fajr; i was bagging him for say almost an hour while waiting ICU call. He was quite restless and i bagged while reflecting to myself. masyaAllah..Allah gives me a chance to live; but sometimes i forget Him. ...but He NEVER forgets me. The beloved never forgets all of us.
Sometimes i miss my Quran recitation; and at times i blame it to time constrains and work. astaghfirullah. Little did i realize that we can buy time if we sacrifice. I should at least sacrifice some of my sleeping period by reciting the Quran; or the non obligatory prayers.
Workloads are not excuses! (an important reminder to myself!)
Saturday, July 3, 2010
Allah Lebih Menyayanginya.....
Salam semua
SubhanAllah, alhamdulillah, Allahuakhbar!
Mesej seorang sahabat; ukhti Nadia yang tidak jemu-jemu menghantar tazkirah buat makanan rohani..
Mengingati mati adalah usaha penting selepas doa. Sentiasa mengingati mati memantapkan hati keinginan supaya hidayah terpelihara. Maut bertandang tanpa memberitahu. Bayangkan apabila maut menjengah dan pada waktu itu kita sedang bergelumang dengan dosa dan iman kita mereput dengan dosan dan derhaka pada Allah. Apa kata hati kita???
MasyaAllah.
Orang yang bijak adalah orang yang selalu mengingati kematian. Jiwanya tenang; kematian itu pasti....
Setibanya ke tempat kerja pagi semalam untuk on call...sahabat yang ber-on call pada malam sebelumnya menegur saya, "Iman..." riak wajahnya seperti hendak menyampaikan sesuatu yang sangat penting.
"Makcik...(nama)....meninggal.." nafas saya laju. Hati saya menangis. SubhanAllah, Allah lebih menyayanginya. Arwah meninggal pada malam itu, pada ketika itu beliau sesak nafas dan terus meninggal. Keluarga tidak mahu "active resuscitation" maka kami tidak melakukan hentakan dada pada beliau.
Teringat kata-katanya pada saya, "Lama tak nampak..." beliau selalu tersenyum pada saya. "Bertuahnya makcik ada anak-anak yang sayang sangat; soleh semuanya baik-baik jaga makcik.." Beliau menyapa, "Dengar kata pesakit depan ni tunggu masa je...hmm... makcik ni pun entah bila.." wajanhya sugul. "Makcik...saya yang sihat ni pun entah bila ajal saya. Ajal tak tentu masa dan siapa sahaja..kan makcik?" Beliau senyum pada saya. SubhanAllah.
Kematian demi kematian berlaku di hadapan mata. SubhanAllah. Moga kita sentiasa mengingati kematian.
Arwah akan sentiasa dalam ingatan. Kesabaran dan kecekalan arwah menjadi sumber inspirasi saya. Bersabarlah dalam segala dugaan hidup. Senyumlah di kala kesusahan. InsyaAllah apa yang terbeban menjadi ringan....
Allah lebih menyayanginya...moga arwah berada di kalangan orang beriman. Amin
SubhanAllah, alhamdulillah, Allahuakhbar!
Mesej seorang sahabat; ukhti Nadia yang tidak jemu-jemu menghantar tazkirah buat makanan rohani..
Mengingati mati adalah usaha penting selepas doa. Sentiasa mengingati mati memantapkan hati keinginan supaya hidayah terpelihara. Maut bertandang tanpa memberitahu. Bayangkan apabila maut menjengah dan pada waktu itu kita sedang bergelumang dengan dosa dan iman kita mereput dengan dosan dan derhaka pada Allah. Apa kata hati kita???
MasyaAllah.
Orang yang bijak adalah orang yang selalu mengingati kematian. Jiwanya tenang; kematian itu pasti....
Setibanya ke tempat kerja pagi semalam untuk on call...sahabat yang ber-on call pada malam sebelumnya menegur saya, "Iman..." riak wajahnya seperti hendak menyampaikan sesuatu yang sangat penting.
"Makcik...(nama)....meninggal.." nafas saya laju. Hati saya menangis. SubhanAllah, Allah lebih menyayanginya. Arwah meninggal pada malam itu, pada ketika itu beliau sesak nafas dan terus meninggal. Keluarga tidak mahu "active resuscitation" maka kami tidak melakukan hentakan dada pada beliau.
Teringat kata-katanya pada saya, "Lama tak nampak..." beliau selalu tersenyum pada saya. "Bertuahnya makcik ada anak-anak yang sayang sangat; soleh semuanya baik-baik jaga makcik.." Beliau menyapa, "Dengar kata pesakit depan ni tunggu masa je...hmm... makcik ni pun entah bila.." wajanhya sugul. "Makcik...saya yang sihat ni pun entah bila ajal saya. Ajal tak tentu masa dan siapa sahaja..kan makcik?" Beliau senyum pada saya. SubhanAllah.
Kematian demi kematian berlaku di hadapan mata. SubhanAllah. Moga kita sentiasa mengingati kematian.
Arwah akan sentiasa dalam ingatan. Kesabaran dan kecekalan arwah menjadi sumber inspirasi saya. Bersabarlah dalam segala dugaan hidup. Senyumlah di kala kesusahan. InsyaAllah apa yang terbeban menjadi ringan....
Allah lebih menyayanginya...moga arwah berada di kalangan orang beriman. Amin
Saturday, June 26, 2010
Accepting and Learning
Salam to all
subhanAllah, alhamdulillah, allahuakhbar!
SubhanAllah. Thank you Allah for opening my heart towards this beautiful career.
Accepting and learning...
I witness death in front of my eyes almost everyday. I often ponder and reflect on myself,"Cukupkah bekalanku untuk akhirat nanti? Macam mana nasibku di padang mahsyar nanti?"
My patient in acute bed was on ventilator. Went asystole yesterday; CPR done for 5 minutes. Reverted, alhamdulillah. I was extra precautious on that day; checking out her BP; doing frequent chest physio. She has gasping occasionally; that's why frequent suction from tracheal ventilator is needed.
Her IV line kept blocking; if not;;leaking. I searched for perfect vein; and i watched her response. Her eyes open up spontaneously and she pulls her hand away from pain. IV line inserted successfully; alhamdulillah.
Another patient in acute bed has infected sore secondary to prolonged immobilization (breast Ca with bone mets). Her sons never gave up looking after her. Never stopped rubbing her hands and comforting her. Accepting fate and moving on. SubhanAllah.
I learn a lot. About life and death. About how fragile life is. How much we have gained in life that we might have missed the beautiful secret within it.
Orang yang berjaya ialah orang yang hidupnya hari ini lebih baik dari hari semalam. SubhanAllah. Let's improvise in every aspect; also spiritually. InsyaAllah.
Life is beautiful...if we appreciate it.!!
subhanAllah, alhamdulillah, allahuakhbar!
SubhanAllah. Thank you Allah for opening my heart towards this beautiful career.
Accepting and learning...
I witness death in front of my eyes almost everyday. I often ponder and reflect on myself,"Cukupkah bekalanku untuk akhirat nanti? Macam mana nasibku di padang mahsyar nanti?"
My patient in acute bed was on ventilator. Went asystole yesterday; CPR done for 5 minutes. Reverted, alhamdulillah. I was extra precautious on that day; checking out her BP; doing frequent chest physio. She has gasping occasionally; that's why frequent suction from tracheal ventilator is needed.
Her IV line kept blocking; if not;;leaking. I searched for perfect vein; and i watched her response. Her eyes open up spontaneously and she pulls her hand away from pain. IV line inserted successfully; alhamdulillah.
Another patient in acute bed has infected sore secondary to prolonged immobilization (breast Ca with bone mets). Her sons never gave up looking after her. Never stopped rubbing her hands and comforting her. Accepting fate and moving on. SubhanAllah.
I learn a lot. About life and death. About how fragile life is. How much we have gained in life that we might have missed the beautiful secret within it.
Orang yang berjaya ialah orang yang hidupnya hari ini lebih baik dari hari semalam. SubhanAllah. Let's improvise in every aspect; also spiritually. InsyaAllah.
Life is beautiful...if we appreciate it.!!
Thursday, June 24, 2010
Allah....Forgive Me When I Whine
Salam to all
SubhanAllah, alhamdulillah, allahuakhbar!
Saya terdengar musik nyanyian arab tajuknya, "Allah..forgive me when i whine". SubhanAllah.
Kadang-kadang kita merungut tanpa disedari. mengadu tentang hal dan masalah. Memperbesarkan hal-hal kecil..na'uzubillah!
Terlintas juga dalam hati tentang bebanan kerja yang menghimpit. Tidur yang sememangnya tidak cukup.
Itulah dugaan dalam bekerja. Jika kita ikhlas, semua itu tidak membebankan kerana kita bekerja kerana Allah. After all...life is no bed of roses!!
Allah....please forgive me when i whine!!!
SubhanAllah, alhamdulillah, allahuakhbar!
Saya terdengar musik nyanyian arab tajuknya, "Allah..forgive me when i whine". SubhanAllah.
Kadang-kadang kita merungut tanpa disedari. mengadu tentang hal dan masalah. Memperbesarkan hal-hal kecil..na'uzubillah!
Terlintas juga dalam hati tentang bebanan kerja yang menghimpit. Tidur yang sememangnya tidak cukup.
Itulah dugaan dalam bekerja. Jika kita ikhlas, semua itu tidak membebankan kerana kita bekerja kerana Allah. After all...life is no bed of roses!!
Allah....please forgive me when i whine!!!
Friday, June 18, 2010
Wajah Penuh Keibuan -2
salam to all
SubhanAllah, alhamdulillah, allahuakhbar!
Mungkin kalian masih ingat makcik yang wajahnya penuh keibuan; di entri lepas. Terngiang-ngiang kata-katanya; "Dengar kata yang kat depan ni, tinggal masa je. Entah makcik ni pun bila..."
Staff nurse mengingatkan doktor on call, "One case; sepsis secondary to infected bedsore nak masuk." Sepsis?? Allah...saya terduduk. Boleh dikatakan acap kali kes sespis masuk dalam wad surgical perempuan jika dibandingkan dengan wad lelaki.
Saya meneliti pesakit yang masuk. Allah..........
Makck yang saya sayangi masuk wad semula.
GCS14/15. Dia dalam keadaan keliru. Dia tidak mengenali saya lagi. Sedih menyelubungi hati.
Anak-anak lelakinya tidak putus-putus menjaganya. SubhanAllah kesemua 10 anaknya manjaganya dengan penuh kesabaran biarpun keadaan makcik semakin menyedihkan. hanya iman yang mantap sebagai perisai dalam menghadapi badai yang melanda.
Ya Allah.....moga makcik cepat sembuh. amin
SubhanAllah, alhamdulillah, allahuakhbar!
Mungkin kalian masih ingat makcik yang wajahnya penuh keibuan; di entri lepas. Terngiang-ngiang kata-katanya; "Dengar kata yang kat depan ni, tinggal masa je. Entah makcik ni pun bila..."
Staff nurse mengingatkan doktor on call, "One case; sepsis secondary to infected bedsore nak masuk." Sepsis?? Allah...saya terduduk. Boleh dikatakan acap kali kes sespis masuk dalam wad surgical perempuan jika dibandingkan dengan wad lelaki.
Saya meneliti pesakit yang masuk. Allah..........
Makck yang saya sayangi masuk wad semula.
GCS14/15. Dia dalam keadaan keliru. Dia tidak mengenali saya lagi. Sedih menyelubungi hati.
Anak-anak lelakinya tidak putus-putus menjaganya. SubhanAllah kesemua 10 anaknya manjaganya dengan penuh kesabaran biarpun keadaan makcik semakin menyedihkan. hanya iman yang mantap sebagai perisai dalam menghadapi badai yang melanda.
Ya Allah.....moga makcik cepat sembuh. amin
Thursday, June 17, 2010
Double Pathlogy?
salam to all
SubhanAllah, alhamdulillah, Allahuakhbar!
Alhamdulillah, my oncall was uneventful. MasyaAllah.
I was browsing through a BHT at the counter; about 8 pm yesterday when suddenly a realtive of a patient ran up to me, " Makcik sakit dada!!"
Ya Allah..
I ran (thanks to my sporty shoes) to the patient. She was tachypneic. "Makcik..tunjuk dengan jari sakit kat mana?" she pinted straight to her epigastric area. Sakit sampai ke mana? She showed her back.
I thought of pancretitis in the first place. but she was sweating, nauseating. Allah...dun tell me she has heart attack?
GTN given. Pain is relieved quite a bit. Blood taken for serum amylase, RBS, FBC, ABG, serum Ca, Cardiac enzymes, LFT stat.
abdome soft, tenderness over epigastrium.
amylase came back with a stunning 5400!! Ya Allah that is sky high raised amylase!!
impression: acute pancreatitis with underlying IHD.
alhamdulillah for quick help of partner on call in blood taking.
This morning, her pain increasing...sent to ICU
May Allah helps her.......amin
SubhanAllah, alhamdulillah, Allahuakhbar!
Alhamdulillah, my oncall was uneventful. MasyaAllah.
I was browsing through a BHT at the counter; about 8 pm yesterday when suddenly a realtive of a patient ran up to me, " Makcik sakit dada!!"
Ya Allah..
I ran (thanks to my sporty shoes) to the patient. She was tachypneic. "Makcik..tunjuk dengan jari sakit kat mana?" she pinted straight to her epigastric area. Sakit sampai ke mana? She showed her back.
I thought of pancretitis in the first place. but she was sweating, nauseating. Allah...dun tell me she has heart attack?
GTN given. Pain is relieved quite a bit. Blood taken for serum amylase, RBS, FBC, ABG, serum Ca, Cardiac enzymes, LFT stat.
abdome soft, tenderness over epigastrium.
amylase came back with a stunning 5400!! Ya Allah that is sky high raised amylase!!
impression: acute pancreatitis with underlying IHD.
alhamdulillah for quick help of partner on call in blood taking.
This morning, her pain increasing...sent to ICU
May Allah helps her.......amin
Friday, June 11, 2010
A Jonah day...!!
Salam to all
SubhanAllah, alhamdulillah, allahuakhbar!
Such an eventful on call;;a very Jonah one! only one admission, tapi a patient; whom i kad known very well telah kembali ke rahmatullah at 1.10 am. Active resuscitation done; lasted for 2 hours; before family gave in. Did CPR; crying inside but pretended to be strong in the outside.
Went to sleep at 3.30am; but was called by staff nurse about fluctuating BP of acute patients. Branullas being detached and difficult cannulation in chemo pts really are challenging experiences. MasyaAllah thank you Allah for all these tests.
Im counting the days. I kept asking myself whether im ready and prepared for the upcoming challenges. Insyaallah. I'll be entering a NEW chapter of my life in a month time; insyaAllah. Please pray for me......
wassalam
SubhanAllah, alhamdulillah, allahuakhbar!
Such an eventful on call;;a very Jonah one! only one admission, tapi a patient; whom i kad known very well telah kembali ke rahmatullah at 1.10 am. Active resuscitation done; lasted for 2 hours; before family gave in. Did CPR; crying inside but pretended to be strong in the outside.
Went to sleep at 3.30am; but was called by staff nurse about fluctuating BP of acute patients. Branullas being detached and difficult cannulation in chemo pts really are challenging experiences. MasyaAllah thank you Allah for all these tests.
Im counting the days. I kept asking myself whether im ready and prepared for the upcoming challenges. Insyaallah. I'll be entering a NEW chapter of my life in a month time; insyaAllah. Please pray for me......
wassalam
Monday, June 7, 2010
I Work....for Allah!!
salam to all
subhanAllah, alhamdulillah, allahuakhbar!
What an eventful day..masyaAllah
It all started when i was assigned for all scopies (not the one doing the scopies of course!) this morning. Mula-mula ingatkan ada just few cases...tiba-tiba...
A 50+ year old lady, with LGIB query Ca rectum was supposed to have her colonoscopy done. Tiba-tiba....she collapsed!!! WAAAAA....
Semua panik gak. haha. As for me..my first time being truly involved in a case needing resuscitation. Called blood bank..only have 3 pints blood. Okay...tiba-tiba she bled profusely..waaaa. MasyaAllah. No more blood in blood bank. Okay.,time for new GSH.."Iman..go to blood bank now! Get 6 pints whole blood!" Apa lagi..berlarilah saya!!
I had to run, no doubt people gave me weird stares. Apa tidaknya..me in jubah (haha itulah gunanya pakai seluar panjang kat dalam). I ran like ....tak tahu nak describe, hehe. Went to blood bank and spoke to the staff at the counter..(still panting and catching my breath). Tiba-tiba teringat..oh no i forgot the ice box!!!!!!!!
"Awak balik sana dan ambil ice box!" layan staff dengan wajah serius. "Oh no!!" the blood bank and endoscopy room are soooooooo far!
Sambung berlari..dan berlari. Oh Allah...i don't know how to describe this.
MO gave me a call. "Iman...get 6 pints..and 1 cycle TIVC" Oh no..what is TIVC? Okay...i need cryo, platelets and FFP separately. Waaa
MO called again.."Iman..run to OT now. We are pushing the patient into OT..Now!" I was stunned..how to carry 6 pints of blood and the TIVC all by myself??
I ran to OT with hands full of pints of blood with an ice box in another hand. I laughed at myself..Whooaaa i do look funny..panting and running in my jubah. Oh....lucky my sporty shoes help!
Nurses tegur and say..wah..if only doktor boleh pakai tracksuit, sure dah lama awak pakai!" haha. I simply laughed!!
Runnng here and there. Preparing patients for sedation particularly for colonoscopies; i really learnt a lot. Despite those scoldings and people shouting at me urging me to do this and that... i realize that this is a learning process. Mind those shoutings. I'm just a human being; and i'm yearning Allah's love. I work hard for Allah. I help patients as much as i can for the sake of Allah. I got despised and shouted; but i set my mind; i learn because of Allah.
It is sooooo cool if everything we do..IS SIMPLY FOR ALLAH!!!!!! peace!
subhanAllah, alhamdulillah, allahuakhbar!
What an eventful day..masyaAllah
It all started when i was assigned for all scopies (not the one doing the scopies of course!) this morning. Mula-mula ingatkan ada just few cases...tiba-tiba...
A 50+ year old lady, with LGIB query Ca rectum was supposed to have her colonoscopy done. Tiba-tiba....she collapsed!!! WAAAAA....
Semua panik gak. haha. As for me..my first time being truly involved in a case needing resuscitation. Called blood bank..only have 3 pints blood. Okay...tiba-tiba she bled profusely..waaaa. MasyaAllah. No more blood in blood bank. Okay.,time for new GSH.."Iman..go to blood bank now! Get 6 pints whole blood!" Apa lagi..berlarilah saya!!
I had to run, no doubt people gave me weird stares. Apa tidaknya..me in jubah (haha itulah gunanya pakai seluar panjang kat dalam). I ran like ....tak tahu nak describe, hehe. Went to blood bank and spoke to the staff at the counter..(still panting and catching my breath). Tiba-tiba teringat..oh no i forgot the ice box!!!!!!!!
"Awak balik sana dan ambil ice box!" layan staff dengan wajah serius. "Oh no!!" the blood bank and endoscopy room are soooooooo far!
Sambung berlari..dan berlari. Oh Allah...i don't know how to describe this.
MO gave me a call. "Iman...get 6 pints..and 1 cycle TIVC" Oh no..what is TIVC? Okay...i need cryo, platelets and FFP separately. Waaa
MO called again.."Iman..run to OT now. We are pushing the patient into OT..Now!" I was stunned..how to carry 6 pints of blood and the TIVC all by myself??
I ran to OT with hands full of pints of blood with an ice box in another hand. I laughed at myself..Whooaaa i do look funny..panting and running in my jubah. Oh....lucky my sporty shoes help!
Nurses tegur and say..wah..if only doktor boleh pakai tracksuit, sure dah lama awak pakai!" haha. I simply laughed!!
Runnng here and there. Preparing patients for sedation particularly for colonoscopies; i really learnt a lot. Despite those scoldings and people shouting at me urging me to do this and that... i realize that this is a learning process. Mind those shoutings. I'm just a human being; and i'm yearning Allah's love. I work hard for Allah. I help patients as much as i can for the sake of Allah. I got despised and shouted; but i set my mind; i learn because of Allah.
It is sooooo cool if everything we do..IS SIMPLY FOR ALLAH!!!!!! peace!
Friday, June 4, 2010
Wajah Penuh Keibuan
salam to all
Subhanallah, alhamdulillah, allahuakhbar!
HIDUP..MELIHAT, MENTAFSIR, MENGAMBIL PENGAJARAN..
Itulah yang cuba saya lakukan sepanjang saya bekerja di hospital. Tidak dapat dinafikan, kesibukan menyiapkan kerja dengan tangkas, workload yang membebankan serta faktor luaran lain yang menekan sememangnya lumrah dalam alam pekerjaan. Apa yang penting? (rindu pula pada Wonderpets!) hehe. Apa yang penting ialah mentaliti yang mantap.
Rindu pula pada makcik yang ana pernah ceritakan pada entri lepas. Hari ini beliau discharge. Bakal jumpa beliau di SOPD dalam 2 minggu unutk melihat bedsore beliau. InsyaAllah ok, kerana semua anak lelakinya amat bertanggungjawab, setia menjaga beliau.
Rindunya menatap wajahnya. Setiap kali saya senyum padanya pada rounds kami, pasti beliau membalas senyuman saya dengan manis sekali. Pernah kami berborak tapi tidak dapat lama-lama lantaran ramai lagi pesakit yang perlu saya round setiap pagi. Rasa mahu saja saya duduk di sebelahnya dan bercerita dengannya lagi. :)
Wajahnya penuh keibuan. Penyakit breast cancer yang sudak late stage dan merebak ke tulangnya; diterima dengan hati yang redha. Hidupnya berjuang dengan kesabaran. Mukanya sentiasa tenang biarpun berat ujian yang dihadapinya.
Makcik....Iman rindu makcik!!!
Subhanallah, alhamdulillah, allahuakhbar!
HIDUP..MELIHAT, MENTAFSIR, MENGAMBIL PENGAJARAN..
Itulah yang cuba saya lakukan sepanjang saya bekerja di hospital. Tidak dapat dinafikan, kesibukan menyiapkan kerja dengan tangkas, workload yang membebankan serta faktor luaran lain yang menekan sememangnya lumrah dalam alam pekerjaan. Apa yang penting? (rindu pula pada Wonderpets!) hehe. Apa yang penting ialah mentaliti yang mantap.
Rindu pula pada makcik yang ana pernah ceritakan pada entri lepas. Hari ini beliau discharge. Bakal jumpa beliau di SOPD dalam 2 minggu unutk melihat bedsore beliau. InsyaAllah ok, kerana semua anak lelakinya amat bertanggungjawab, setia menjaga beliau.
Rindunya menatap wajahnya. Setiap kali saya senyum padanya pada rounds kami, pasti beliau membalas senyuman saya dengan manis sekali. Pernah kami berborak tapi tidak dapat lama-lama lantaran ramai lagi pesakit yang perlu saya round setiap pagi. Rasa mahu saja saya duduk di sebelahnya dan bercerita dengannya lagi. :)
Wajahnya penuh keibuan. Penyakit breast cancer yang sudak late stage dan merebak ke tulangnya; diterima dengan hati yang redha. Hidupnya berjuang dengan kesabaran. Mukanya sentiasa tenang biarpun berat ujian yang dihadapinya.
Makcik....Iman rindu makcik!!!
Postcall!!!!!
Assalamualaikum wbt
Subhanallah, alhamdulillah, allahuakhbar!
ALHAMDULILLAH
My first on call was uneventful, alhamdulillah...praise all to Allah. I prayed that no OT pending yesterday...syukur dimakbulkan Allah.
2EF is a cool ward to learn lots of things; particuarly procedures. Alhamdulillah, did desloughing of bedsore and basic wound dressing this morning.
The toughest part in work is breaking bad news. MasyaAllah saya tidak pandai menyusun kata; tapi pada masa yang sama saya mesti berterus terang. Peluang hidup dalam seseorang akibat kecederaan teruk/ kanser/sebagainya tidak dapat diungkapkan dalam bentuk peratusan. Mengapa? Hidup mati seseorang tertakluk pada Allah. Saya tidak boleh berkata; peluang hidup dia hanya 10% atau sebagainya. Apa yang saya boleh sampaikan ialah dari segi perubatan; harapan tinggi atau sebaliknya. Masyaallah.
What i learned yesterday during on call?
Sifat merendah diri. Bukan bermaksud di sini merendah-rendah diri hingga dipijak orang.
Biarlah kita specialist atau big boss dengan ilmu yang tinggi...apa yang penting? Share your knowledge; be as humble as possible. Barulah berkat, kan??
Jangan memandang rendah pada orang lain; hanya berdasarkan kekurangan jelas orang itu.
Sudah lumrah hidup untuk kita cepat membuat penilaian pada orang lain dan menumpukan pada keburukan; berbanding kelebihannya. Marilah bermuhasabah diri!
Semasa on call; sementara kerja sudah selesai dan tiada admission baru; saya menyampaikan khabar pada staff nurse untuk menghubungi saya jikalau ada admission baru kerana hendak tidur di ruang solat sebentar. Disebabkan hari hujung mingggu, admission tidak banyak dan kes-kes yang masuk lebih ke arah kes MVA (motor vehicle accidents)
Ya Allah..moga aku terus tabah mengharungi jalan penuh liku-liku ini. Aku kuat keranaMu; dan tiada daya dan kekuatan selain dari Mu..amin..
Subhanallah, alhamdulillah, allahuakhbar!
ALHAMDULILLAH
My first on call was uneventful, alhamdulillah...praise all to Allah. I prayed that no OT pending yesterday...syukur dimakbulkan Allah.
2EF is a cool ward to learn lots of things; particuarly procedures. Alhamdulillah, did desloughing of bedsore and basic wound dressing this morning.
The toughest part in work is breaking bad news. MasyaAllah saya tidak pandai menyusun kata; tapi pada masa yang sama saya mesti berterus terang. Peluang hidup dalam seseorang akibat kecederaan teruk/ kanser/sebagainya tidak dapat diungkapkan dalam bentuk peratusan. Mengapa? Hidup mati seseorang tertakluk pada Allah. Saya tidak boleh berkata; peluang hidup dia hanya 10% atau sebagainya. Apa yang saya boleh sampaikan ialah dari segi perubatan; harapan tinggi atau sebaliknya. Masyaallah.
What i learned yesterday during on call?
Sifat merendah diri. Bukan bermaksud di sini merendah-rendah diri hingga dipijak orang.
Biarlah kita specialist atau big boss dengan ilmu yang tinggi...apa yang penting? Share your knowledge; be as humble as possible. Barulah berkat, kan??
Jangan memandang rendah pada orang lain; hanya berdasarkan kekurangan jelas orang itu.
Sudah lumrah hidup untuk kita cepat membuat penilaian pada orang lain dan menumpukan pada keburukan; berbanding kelebihannya. Marilah bermuhasabah diri!
Semasa on call; sementara kerja sudah selesai dan tiada admission baru; saya menyampaikan khabar pada staff nurse untuk menghubungi saya jikalau ada admission baru kerana hendak tidur di ruang solat sebentar. Disebabkan hari hujung mingggu, admission tidak banyak dan kes-kes yang masuk lebih ke arah kes MVA (motor vehicle accidents)
Ya Allah..moga aku terus tabah mengharungi jalan penuh liku-liku ini. Aku kuat keranaMu; dan tiada daya dan kekuatan selain dari Mu..amin..
Thursday, June 3, 2010
no JONAH please!!
Salam to all
SubhanAllah, alhamdulillah, allahuakhbar!
alhamdulillah...
After hours in OT without much break; went home with severe backache. Tried to sleep last night but the pain never resolves. Hate taking medication; thus after reciting dhu'a, i dozed off.
Early this morning, the pain got worse. In rukuk; the pain was so unbearable. However, subhanAllah the pain went off completely whenever i do sujud. SUBHANALLAH!
Today i forced myself to take simple PCM for the pain and dizziness. Haha. alhamdulillah.
OOps..tomorrow is my on call-2nd call meaning i'll be in OT again! haha..Better watch out my posture in those long hours standing in OT!
pleas pray that it'll not be a so-called JONAH day!!
amin
SubhanAllah, alhamdulillah, allahuakhbar!
alhamdulillah...
After hours in OT without much break; went home with severe backache. Tried to sleep last night but the pain never resolves. Hate taking medication; thus after reciting dhu'a, i dozed off.
Early this morning, the pain got worse. In rukuk; the pain was so unbearable. However, subhanAllah the pain went off completely whenever i do sujud. SUBHANALLAH!
Today i forced myself to take simple PCM for the pain and dizziness. Haha. alhamdulillah.
OOps..tomorrow is my on call-2nd call meaning i'll be in OT again! haha..Better watch out my posture in those long hours standing in OT!
pleas pray that it'll not be a so-called JONAH day!!
amin
Wednesday, June 2, 2010
OT time!!!
Salam to all
SubhanAllah, alhamdulillah, Allahuakhbar!
ALHAMDULILLAH..
Hari ini kebanyakan masa terluang dalam bilik pembedahan. Semuanya tamat dalam 3 ptg, alhamdulillah sempat solat Zuhur. Pengalaman 'assist' dalam OT (operation theatre) sememangnya pengalaman yang menyeronokkan. Apatah lagi specialist yang sangatlah sporting.
4 kes semuanya:
1) Rectal biopsy to rule out Hisrchsprung disease : budak lelaki berumur 4 tahun, mengalami masalah sembelit sejak berumur 2 tahun. InsyaAllah keputusan dari pengambilan tisu akan diperoleh dalam beberapa hari
2) Circumcision for recurrent balanitis (berkhatan) : budak lelaki berumur 5 tahun. Sekejap saja khatan ni, hehe.
3) Re excision and axillary clearance: breast cancer (45 tahun)
4) Herniorrhaphy due to L indirect inguinal hernia (50 thn)
SubhanAllah ciptaan Allah memang Maha Hebat. Allah membuka mata saya untuk menghayati kekuasaan Allah mencipta manusia. Tubuh manusia yang kompleks dan dijadikan dengan teliti sekali. ALLAHUAKHBAR!
Suka saya bertegur sapa dengan nurse di wad ni. Dalam kesibukan juga sempat kami bergurau senda untuk menghilangkan stress kerja. Mereka menasihatkan saya jangan sombong bila jadi specialist nanti; dan stay the way i am.
Syukur pada Allah atas setiap nikmatnya!!!
It's OT time!! Esok ganti kwn masuk OT dan lusa on call stay dalam OT untuk emergency cases!! Fuhh :) heheh
Apa kaitan dengan gambar ni?? takde ape2! hehe
SubhanAllah, alhamdulillah, Allahuakhbar!
ALHAMDULILLAH..
Hari ini kebanyakan masa terluang dalam bilik pembedahan. Semuanya tamat dalam 3 ptg, alhamdulillah sempat solat Zuhur. Pengalaman 'assist' dalam OT (operation theatre) sememangnya pengalaman yang menyeronokkan. Apatah lagi specialist yang sangatlah sporting.
4 kes semuanya:
1) Rectal biopsy to rule out Hisrchsprung disease : budak lelaki berumur 4 tahun, mengalami masalah sembelit sejak berumur 2 tahun. InsyaAllah keputusan dari pengambilan tisu akan diperoleh dalam beberapa hari
2) Circumcision for recurrent balanitis (berkhatan) : budak lelaki berumur 5 tahun. Sekejap saja khatan ni, hehe.
3) Re excision and axillary clearance: breast cancer (45 tahun)
4) Herniorrhaphy due to L indirect inguinal hernia (50 thn)
SubhanAllah ciptaan Allah memang Maha Hebat. Allah membuka mata saya untuk menghayati kekuasaan Allah mencipta manusia. Tubuh manusia yang kompleks dan dijadikan dengan teliti sekali. ALLAHUAKHBAR!
Suka saya bertegur sapa dengan nurse di wad ni. Dalam kesibukan juga sempat kami bergurau senda untuk menghilangkan stress kerja. Mereka menasihatkan saya jangan sombong bila jadi specialist nanti; dan stay the way i am.
Syukur pada Allah atas setiap nikmatnya!!!
It's OT time!! Esok ganti kwn masuk OT dan lusa on call stay dalam OT untuk emergency cases!! Fuhh :) heheh
Apa kaitan dengan gambar ni?? takde ape2! hehe
Monday, May 31, 2010
Humanity
Salam to all
SubhanAllah, alhamdulillah, allahuakhbar!
I learned one important lesson today. Importance of HUMANITY.
Ambil satu ketika untuk meneliti sekeliling anda.
Di sebalik kesibukan anda, jangan sekali-kali melupakan nilai humanity. Saya meneliti pesakit-pesakit saya. Wajah murung mereka menunjukkan satu perkara yang jelas pada saya. Samada mereka tidak dapat menahan kesakitan yang mereka alami ataupun mereka tidak puas hati dengan perkhidmatan pihak hospital. Saya cuba sedaya-upaya membuatkan mereka gembira. Bagaimana??
Bukan bermaksud di sini saya perlu sentiasa berlawak untuk membuatkan mereka gembira. Sekadar mengambil berat akan hal mereka sudah membuatkan mereka gembira dan berpuas hati. Nilai humanity dalam memahami situasi pesakit juga penting. Bukannya sekadar mengambil details pesakit, membuat pemeriksaan dan beri ubat yang betul. Fahami dan treat mereka 'as a whole'. Moga dengan melihat wajah kita (hehe) sakit pun rasa kurang. (cewah) insyaAllah.
Have humanity. No matter how BUSY you are.
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